Friday, April 17, 2009

life wasnt good this few day. i felt very unhappy everyday. mood change almost every 1 hours. but i never cry or sad. i just felt very unhappy & easily irritated by anything everything. i hope everyone can acc me every hour and mins. but at the same time i dunwan anyone to know im unhappy. though is quite obvious that im having some kind of mood swing. they will ask whether am i ok. i will replied. "im okay" with a super unhappy face. i really donwan anyone to know im unhappy. i put on a smile when im out and tried to be happy. i really donwan to let anyone know how am i feeling. why am i feeling this way. i scare to be alone. but fren cant give me the some called nt feeling alone feeling. am i crazy. i want pp acc me. but still i felt very "sad"
school was kind of suck . lesson from 830 till 330. i feel like im studying in pri/sec sch. omg. so long hour can. sigh.


meet up with jiayi after my lesson on wed. we went to bugis. and i stayed over at her place. we chatted till morning 5plus6. she scare the hell out of me. when i was half awake or half slping lor. -.-''

happy birthday timothy! it was his 20th birthday. we went over to farmart have dinner. after that headed over to kwek hse and watched 'QUARANTINE' very disgusting to the max.


Thursday, April 9, 2009

long lost friend

it have been so long that since we last chatted.

we used to be so good that we meet up 5 days a wk or even everyday.
Everything changed once F came into my life. We(L & I) quarrel very often and you said we can never be like before because its different now. I always find you unreasonable cos you chose to ignore me whenever i text you. I will think that you angry for no reason again.
I always ask A. I tot L is my good friend why he cant understand i need to accompany F. why do he need to make sarcastic remark like "you changed already what you not like before anymore. ( tgt with his attitude voice) ." After a period of time i so sick and tired of texting him and asking him not to be angry.

So fast 2 years plus passed, in between of this time we got msn for a few time like hw r u? im fine. good night. Say less than 3 sentance we ended our conversation , got a few time i saw him at outside but just hi then bye. Nothing much.
Sometime i will still ask A "why did he leave me as a good friend i treasure so much. I dont understand what i did that he have to disappear from my life." I really like him very much as a very good friend though he always bully me, giving me name like PG and called me loudly when we was at town area. But there's sometime he will be very nice to me, like going longjohn he know i dont like to use my fork and knife he will very auto and help me cut my food into pierces and give it to me then i will give him one cheeky smile and said thank you GB! Then he will start scolding me again. .

Recently he msn me told me he saw me at powerhouse. So this is the topic that bring us to talk back about the past. I was on the phone with him just now. chatted quite alot. And bring back alot of memorise. He still behave like last time disturbing me non stop. The moment i picked up the phone i feel like calling him GB, but i didnt because i know we are not like last time. He told me he wanted to call me PG too but cannot , then he ask me what should i call you? i said anything luh, S? Then he said Hi , S. I laughed . We both was kind of not used to it by calling each other his way. But still i said Hello, L! And i was laughing hard and told him
"ehh! not used to it leh! i still prefer calling you GB! Even now i talk to my friend i label you as GB also! AHAHAH!" He was saying things like i spoil his image by telling people his name is GB!!
Talked about the life of his and mine now, after awhile told him to sleep and we hung up the call. Before he hung up he said
"Good night S, Sleep early too."




I still prefer the PG he always called me in the past. . . .

Tuesday, April 7, 2009


HELLOOOOOOO! THIS IS MY NEW LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!
SUPER SHAUI CAN THIS WATCH!!!! LOVE IT.


but after i got this new love. i lost my old love! my 6 mth big ipod nano!!!!! AWWWWWWW?! SAD!!! DAMN SAD!



Friday night! 3 March 09.








this blackie guy here . He's damn funny la. when i went into dragonfly, I saw him bent down. i tot he wanna puke or something. den i asked him are you ok? he replied " eh! i pick up a 50 cent leh!!"

HAHAHAHAHA. I LAUGHED LIKE HELL. AND I FORCED HIM TO GIVE ME THE 50 CENTS. LOL!





Sat nigh ! 4 March 09!


my pretty sister. loveher!*

lovelylovely kwekie!




KO LEI CAI AND I!!!!
LOVELOVELOVE<3


the pretty girl. lindia!

i was asking this dumb girl . help me take picture . as we both a lil tipsy and tired. when i passed her my
phone. she DROP MY HANDPHONE LEH!
then she went " HAHAHAHAHAHA, AIYA , WO LAI BU JI JIE LA"
then my replied was " you this lao byebye!!!! drop my hp!!!! very new only sia!!"


happening night like alwayssssss when the girls is around!!! =DD

Sunday, April 5, 2009

i feel like crying. i really feel like crying out loud now.

Friday, April 3, 2009

1April09


went over to clarke quay cos there got lots of club.
sadly super disappointed. cos is very boring~
zirca, rebel and lunar.
lunar and zirca got pole dance eh.
i think more suitable for guy uh.


3:1

you knw what does this stands for?
"i want to go clubbing with a ratio of 3girls to 1 guy"
HAHAHA! WHY I GOT SUCH A TIKO FREND!





i going powerhouse now~~~~

byeeee
the day i was at dear's. when i was about to go home. i took 2 blank disc from the comp desk.

dear: you got discman ah?
me: -.- ! i use ipod okay!!!
dear: den you take my blank disc for what
me: cannot take meh, when we go out at put at car and listen what
dear: silent for a while . den he orhhhh.


hahaha. he very lame lor.
but
I LOVE HIM VERY MUCH!
xoxo!
school was kinda normal this 2 wks. but i guess . after this week. school suck! cos must start doing assignment . prepare for sub paper and main paper. lesson was all about writing writing and still writing. sighhhhh.


TADA! this my very very money minded school!



meet up with jiayi for the past few days or wk. we behaving like a homeless kids . always go clementi slack. cant remember what we did over the last few days. maybe is because we did nothing. hahahahhaa


haha! my laokang!






few weeksss back , went prawning with the hai's cos mich wanna try prawning BADLY.seriously she really dying for it lor. HAHAHAHA. went there only the boys is prawning. mich , francis and i doing nth. as you knw. francis also one of our sister. hahaha. so we suggest going out to buy drink. i asked freddy for car key cos we wanna go cck buy drink.



me: dear, give me car key?
fred: *pass it to me* den he suddenly ask " YOU KNW HW TO DRIVE MEH?!"
me: NO LA! mich drive. hehehe

fred: mich?! no! donwan.

me:no la. francis drive la. walau
fred: oh! okay. francis can.

HAHHA. mich at the side. she heard ald very sad. hahahha! cos all of them don trust her driving skill . although she pass ald. hahahaha




chao ah lian


club at dragonfly on sat night 28March!











drinking session with qin , han and her bf at Halo Bar.!










club at powerhouse on duno which sat night!